heyitsme -- One thing you have to remember --- you have to love YOURSELF before you can love anyone else.

Do you love yourself? I wonder.
You've said a few negative things about yourself. I'm wondering about your self-esteem -- it sounds kind of low.
You're just as good as anyone else. Education doesn't mean anything if you haven't got common sense. Common sense is worth more than a stupid degree. You can't get that from a college!!! I've met so-called brilliant people who have NO common sense. But you seem to have plenty of it.
You've gotta work on your self-esteem my friend. There's nothing wrong with you. You're smart, you seem to be sensitive, you're caring, you have common sense. Heck -- you've got it! So don't be so negative about yourself. And like I said before, if you can't love yourself, you can't love anyone else.
Take care. Hugs, Lee