((((rhapsody))))

I wish there was something that i could do to ease your sadness. I really do feel for you though ... and if i had any insight in the situation i would try and help, but as it seems i have been feeling the same way lately.
I hope you find what you are looking for, and get some of your questions answered.
In the mean time, try and focus on the things in your life that do bring you joy. Can you confide in your husband about your sadness?
Take care, and i hope that you feel better