I don't know a whole lot about my little. And I'd certainly appreciate any feedback and simular experiences others have had.

My little's name is Anna. She is four years old, brown haired down past her shoulders and it's wavy not curly. Anna likes to wear ONLY dresses. Her favourite is blue velvet with white broquade lace at the neck and lace at the hem. Oh and Anna says it has really short sleeves (cap sleeves looks like to me)

She has been with me since i was really young. The only things i remember about my childhood are polaroid snapshots of good times bad times but not much. Mostly i remember being in the family room playing and the nnext thing in my room. I don't remember EVER getting ready or going to bed until i was maybe 11 or 12. Now a days i have kids books and music and tv shows on my kindle. Sometimes i get these superstrong urges to buy that type of thing or go to a toy store. Like i would really like to play chutes and ladders.

I think its Anna that wants these things but i don't think she talks to anyone but me. And that isn't all the time. Sometimes she is closer like now and sometimes further. I get the feeling she knows way more about my childhood than i do.

If she is a full alter the thing i am scared of is how therapy might change as apparently we've never worked on my childhood abuse stuff. (I asked) and i am scared if there are more alters in me and what their like... or could i have just one alter? Maybe she doesn't come out as much as she did during the years when i was abused?

Did i mention that i dissociate when people yell and at other times on top of what is normal dissociation? I think i said everything. Btw i was telling my BF about my little but she wouldn't let me tell him her name. She did let me tell him her favourite color is green She also likes to watch Caiiou.

My mom thinks she can see things like when i act like a kid. She is going to think more. And of course I'm going to talk to my T.
How else can i get to know her? Journaling won't work...she's only four. Unless i had her draw.. maybe... thanks for reading!