I feel your pain.

I don't have anything positive to offer. Just wanted to let you know that this sounds like a normal part of our un-normal (non-normal?) lives.

At times, it is so easy to look around and see everything that is wrong in our lives, the missed opportunities, the spending sprees with nothing tangible left except for the bills arriving each month, the relatives and acquaintances with families or relationships that are missing from our lives and remind us of the emptiness in our own lives, the friends who have climbed up the corporate ladder while we keep getting fired, who have manated to buy mansions and have country club memberships while the only club I can stay in is the club of crazy.

You're normal.

You're depressed.

I'm depressed right now, too.

Plus I've got PMS big time, so I'm tearing myself apart even worse than normal