DYTM,

I haven't read all the replies, so pardon me if this has already been said - but this particular forum at PC is a support group - what else can be expected but that people write in precisely when they need reinforcements, light, encouragement - this is not to be taken as a barometer of therapy success or failure in any way.

People also do write in with accounts of progress and victory. There are some of those threads going on right now.

So if reading the threads (which by the way contain a LOT of positive feedback from people who have been through similar experiences) disturbs you, then maybe you shouldn't read them.

I wish you the best in your journey.