I'm so sorry --- You must move around alot, huh? It doesn't sound like anything I'd like.

Bless your heart, I don't blame you. It's got to be pretty lonely. How long are you going to be "on the road.?" Is this a permanent thing or what? I hope not for your sake. Does your husband work a lot of hours? Could he possibly cut down on the number of hours he works so he could spend more time with you?

Perhaps you could talk to a doctor about getting you on an antidepressant temporarily until this mode of living gets back to normal. Will it get back to normal? Anyway, the antidepressants sometimes take a while to work -- some of them can take up to 6 wks to work, while others take maybe a week or two. Ask the doctor how long it will take. But it sure sounds like you could use one, even if it IS temporary. I know you'd rather not need one, but it's better than feeling horrible like this. If you felt better, then you might feel like getting out for walks, seeing people, etc. See a doctor and see what he says.

I wish you the very best. Please keep us informed, will you? We DO care about you.. God bless and hope to hear from you again. Hugs, Lee