In response to Astenon (cannot seem to get the quote thing working at all): I don't actually think he will laugh at me. It's just a nasty version of him that lives inside my psyche (so really it's me) who laughs at me.

When he said "Oh shoot," it was one specific thing I told him about my childhood, which I thought was trivial, and he thought was terrible. It wasn't something he could have guessed. So his reaction absolutely blew my mind. In a good way. As I thought he would say it was no big deal.

Roadie, no court would care. It's all the kind of stuff that seems trivial in isolation, until you put it together.