I feel like im in limbo. days go by without me really noticing..sometimes i dont even know what day of the week it is. obviously i have no friends and not much of a family nor love of any kind, and my hobbies are boring.

i guess i can be thankful for not suffering all the time..which im not(at the moment). im just like a robot searching for meaning to keep going.

i dont know if i should just hang myself really..not out of depression but just reason. what should i do?

and another question: what do you live for?