I hate, hate having to go loo outside. Spent my session debating in my head whether to ask to use T's loo or struggle home.

6 mins to go & my mouth spurted out 'do you mind if I use your loo before I go?" T said "of course not, do you need to go now? Come back when you've finished". I relied that we may as well call it a day now. T said but its not time yet. I said don't worry about a couple of minutes.
So I sat on T's loo staring at her corners and stuff lol

She's not very house proud. I know this already. But it still kinda surprises me. Doesn't go with the idolisation lol.