You need a new doctor. You need to report the hospital for their stupid reason to now allow you to go back. I don't know to who, but that's horrible. They don't want you because you complain? Maybe if they did a good job you wouldn't have to complain.

Grief is not over quick, and and everyone grieves different. Your husband is probably going back into the world to block out the grief. Men in our society are trained to block out their feelings, burry them in work and such things. He is probably really scared he will also lose you and he doesn't know what to do. So, I think that's why he is telling you to snap out of it. I think my husband does the same thing. He doesn't know what to do so he tries to tell me to get better.

Please don't leave the world yet, okay? You are still needed here. And it isn't your fault what happened.