I am so glad i found this forum it seems to be filled with people who understands the struggles of what everyone here is going through. i apologize for bad typing i havent been getting more than few hours of sleep a night due to my severe stress and anxiety and feeling like people in my life just dont care when they should. its a very sad feeling i can tell you that. to everyone i am always here to talk and i am willing to listen and chat anytime when i get uninterrupted internet.