I sent t1 an email after I seen her shopping last month. It was weird and awkward as it was the first time I have seen her since our last session where I admitted having very strong feelings for her and she terminated me.
She did smile when I seen her and I smiled back.
So I sent her an email apologising for everything, as I have reflected back over our relationship and time together I can admit I am to blame for my termination. I was a nightmare : attached, obsessed, in love, neurotic, panicky, needy. I must have drove her mad.
I sent her a long email apologising for my behaviour and shesent me a very short email saying thank you for the email and she was glad I can now take back my life and start to live again and wished me all the best for the future. It made me really sad because I wanted her to say, lets try this again now that you have realised what therapy is