{{{{{{{{{{Wendy}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

I keep trying to get ahold of a doctor who will see me.......tomorrow (or today actually), I'm going back to see the pill pusher I think. I can't continue this way, with my mood swings at work, it is really bad.

When doing something until it is the best is beaten into you, it isn't easy to stop the fear from overtaking you when you don't reach that plateau. It cripples you because you wait for the proverbial axe to fall.

I'll check into the fish oil that you and Carrie recommended.......thank you for the tip. I frequent Walgreens way too much.

Saw my surgeon - what a waste of time. He wants to wait 2 more months and then if it continues, run more tests and stick me with a needle in my back again for something.....gave me the shivers just thinking about it. Now I wait till July 29th.

My doc is going to Norway on Sunday for 2 weeks, so talking to him is impossible. I guess he is giving a series of lectures out there. I understand his importance in his research, it just frustrates me.

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