I am sorry this happened to you...I thought Ts were TRAINED to deal with this kind of thing (in fact, I have been told they have been) and not "run for the hills." Therapy should be a safe place to say whatever you are feeling. I KNOW she is not the first and only T to be told that, and I wish she would have been able to work through your feelings with you. Sending hugs and so sorry for your pain...