It was good talking to him. We covered some important things. I admitted i had cut last week. We talked about that. I was very triggered by the offer to do dbt there. I was ready at the thought of it, and we were able to talk a bit about it he offered to be there in the group too... I might take him up on that. I will either be triggered faster and wind up in the hospital faster, or i will get something out of it that is positive... still have to think about that piece... it may help having him in the group too. I don't know. I see him again in Wednesday. That is comforting. I just have to struggle through until then.