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Originally Posted by button30
Please don't beat yourself up over this, it wasn't your fault.
Do you think T was dissapointed in you? I get a sense that this is what you think and this is why you went into despair- correct me if I am wrong of course.
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I guess as we went from the topic of previous session on to the topic of my weekend (in which I did nothing) then onto my lack of emails from the dating site I'm on, and he asked questions that I have answered before, or he made suggestions that he'd already made and hadn't helped, I started feeling like I was failing him maybe and not making enough effort and just wasting his time. And that I was a hopeless case he couldn't fix.
So yes you are right about me feeling like a disappointment to him.
I've never emailed him before between sessions because he has this rule about only emailing if it's about appointments, but I almost want to email him and tell him what went through my mind.