Seriously.. this is why I only tell very few people about my depression because I know not everyone will understand how I'm feeling, only to those who have experience depression. So I almost did another attempt and only told a few people about it.. Somehow a family member knew about it and I didn't want everyone to know tat I almost did. Now I feel total guilt. Whenever I talk to family about my depression( my mom and sister) they see to get mad or question me like "Why are you depressed? You had a good week this week. Why are you doing this?" I couldn't really give an answer.. I can't take it anymore. I really need a hug or someone to talk o because I feel like I have nobody. At least my cat understands an sometimes it feels like that she's the only one I got.

I really do need a hug or talk to somebody.