yeah...i was going to bring it up with my therapist during my next session (saturday). i dont know what their intention was...other than they wanted a dog. they've always said to me that having your own dog is different than being around other people's dogs. ive found no comfort yet. i know it's only been a couple of days.

yesterday, the dog was kinda just sniffing me...today he's trying to jump on me and it's making me even more uncomfortable. i assume it's just trying to play, but i cant...i just cant.

i still havent touched him or spoken to him.

flooding? sounds intense. im not sure i'd be able to take it.