I am browsing websites, trying to get some inspiring ideas for things to take in school. I am finally biting the bullet and going to college, this time for real. I am determined not to let indecision, low self-esteem, anxiety and fear get the best of me. I deserve better.
I had a difficult day with anxiety and reality testing. Getting ready to move soon, starting school, going into a new therapy group where I can start dealing with the deeper stuff again. I know that I have the support of my partner, friends, professionals, the Universe. I just feel kind of scared right now, even though I know that everything that's happening is all to the good.
Just wish I could convince my mind of that sometimes.
Hope y'all are well. Hugs if you're not. And even if you are. If you want em.