Hi George, it's not easy to open up and show our vulnerabilities, even on a site like PC which is designed, like Payne said, just for that. I know what you mean about not wanting to be viewed as whining but you could also view it as sharing. and who knows, maybe something you write might help someone else? and if not, at least you would have gotten some of your pain out of your system. Still, only if and when you feel ready and comfortable. No pressure