No, not at all. I don't want to be with anyone right now, male or female. That's why I said in my OP that I just can't tolerate being in a physical relationship at all right now.

I know now that the reasons are deep-seeded. We're probably going back to my extreme Puritanical upbringing. Much sarcasm to follow here (think of a fire and brimstone southern preacher).

Sex is bad. The most per-verse sins are sex-yew-al in nature and you better not be one of those ho-mo-sex-yew-als. That's the worst kind of person. You better not be a f*g-ut or a queer because yew are an abomination unto God and yew are going straight to hell. Ho-mo-sex-yew-als have signed their own ticket, they're gonna be on the hi-way to hell! And yew girls, yew better dress modestly because when yew dress and show off certain body parts, us men just can't help ourselves. It's not OUR fault; God made men this way. It's up to yew girls to keep us from getting out of line.

He may just as well have said, "If a man rapes a woman, it's totally her fault. I had to sit in chapel and listen to this BS for 13 years. Then I was dumb enough to attend the same kind of church for 3 more years.

Okay...I'm sorry for the rant. My upbringing just screwed me up. Dammit.