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Originally Posted by monkeyman
...but?
it's possible
...every cell in my body wants to rip life a new butt!
...and how will I survive this way?
I don't care about what other people can do...there is always some-one better at living!!
and this hurts...
but?
I want to take on life itself...
enough of depression!
enough of doubt!!
CRAP!!
let the living play with life!
let me the dead already come back to life in a dead world!!
...so I got nuthin' to lose...
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Hey monkey, Thank you SO much for prayers. That means a lot. I am glad you are facing this head on. I had to do the same thing in the last 5 months. I finally gave in and started taking meds as I am supposed to. I was put back on lithium and so far so good. You have to give it your all I am finding out and want it badly enough to try to break the bad habits and maybe find some techniques that work. I will pray for you as well.