...

well it seems immediately like I'm here to support the activity!

this is incorrect!...I have nothing to gain from mis-directed admiration!

God moves in mysterious ways....

and again I hear your mind thinking!

...accusing...if anything?

accusing me...

...and why write this?...surely it's self indulgent!

and yes it is!...I am proud of this...

I have exactly the same issues as anybody exactly like me...

I have been pissed smacked out speeding tripped exstatic stoned....

for as long as I can remember!

and it might surprise you just how much I remember...

I fooled my way through society on drugs!

now what does that say about society?

society aint smashed enough!!?

well thats dumb...

I can walk I can talk I can drive I can exist beyond all the limits of society...on anything anytime all the time

but I am pleased there are rules...

to save the ones I love from those who struggle with acting like they are ok when they really aint!