I'm probably a bad husband and I don't trust my wife. We had past things go on that makes me cautious. Well I went through her phone and saw she has been sending naked pictures to someone she met online. I am so angry with her right now. I want to blow up. She couldn't pick a worse time for this. It's bad enough I am trying to deal with my depression, but she has to go and make me wonder if I should even be married to her. I could deal with her laziness and not working. I don't like it, but it was within my ability to cope. But these emotional affairs with people. This makes me so angry. I can't be that bad of a husband to deserve this. Yes I may have lied about my depression by hiding it, but that was because I was scared and wasn't sure she could help. Do I really deserve to have a wife like this? I don't know if I want to even work on this or walk away. Maybe she is screwing guys all day long too. How do I know at this point. At least I have therapy tomorrow. Screw her. I feel so used and betrayed at the moment.