Now I'm sobbing because I can't tell the difference between thoughts and feelings. And I really needed to sleep last night so I could be on my game at work today. This is it, today, my last chance to save all I've worked for. No one else is going to do it for me. And my family is counting on me. I don't want this day to start but the sun is already rising and now I'm crying too, I don't have time for crying today...