Our relationship was strictly online until I met him face to face in October last year. So he doesn't have my phone number. Actually, he has a phone number, but it's been cancelled since then (for other reasons). Ugh. I'm rambling.

I alluded to this above, but in my actual goodbye to him, I told him that if he couldn't give me contact consistently, that I didn't want him to contact me at all. I don't think I have to worry about him being in touch with me again because of that. He's not malicious. Things were never on bad terms between us; I asked him before if it was time for me to move on from the friendship and he essentially told me not to be silly and of course he wanted to still be friends - said that he's been terrible at getting back to anyone who's been in touch with him lately. But after almost two more months of no contact, I realized I couldn't be the one to keep trying to be in contact if he couldn't acknowledge anything I sent. And so there you have it. I don't blame him for anything...I just can't keep holding on to threads that do nothing but unravel what they used to be. Again with the rambling...

Thanks for what you said...