I just don't want to do today. I don't want to do tomorrow, or the next day, or the day after that either... But I have to get through today. Realize that I'm digging myself into a deeper and deeper pit with my (probably ex) friend. The more he ignores me the worse I cling. I just need him to acknowledge my text or email, and I don't care what the acknowledgement is; even if he yells at me, that would be fine. But the ignoring is tearing me completely apart and I don't know what to do.