I gather you're also concerned that if you are hospitalized at some point, you can't get into the one you like, and you have had bad experiences with the first one. Let's hope you won't have to be hospitalized any time soon. Would there be third option if those two aren't working out?

As far as being ignored, one mission I have here at Psych Central is to try to keep an eye out for unanswered threads. I'm hoping more people will do that, too. Sometimes I am hesitant to answer on threads because I don't think I know as much as some others about the subject, but if the post goes unanswered for over a day, I do try to respond. We get over 1,000 new posts each day.

Thanks for speaking up and saying, "Hey, what about me?" As the other folks said, no response doesn't mean we don't care.