Dear Dj,

Thanks for your advice. My Doc has given exactly the same instructions. Sign wave of my mood is in maniac phase at the moment. I was awake whole last night. Rapid thinking went on. Finally, I sat on computer to get out of bed at 4:00 A.M.

During my last visit to my Doc, she asked me if there is any underlying unfullfilled desires. I replied "YES". I always wanted to be in Software Line as I was a good programmer way back in early 90s but landed in family business by default which is not doing great. It is always in back of my mind that I could have done much better professionally if I was in IT sector. She suggested me to bring those feelings out instead of suppressing further by taking pills. Now, I am trying to find a Free Lancer Job in softwares as I can't run away with my current business.

Rajeev