Oh, my T said that she was thankful that I was honest with her. That sorta felt good to hear because it was difficult to get that out to another face to face. Then, at times, I think she's paid to be in 'my corner' because it just seems like I shouldn't be afforded favorable support because of all those things. I guess at the route, I'm not ready to forgive myself because, deep down, I know, I'll end up repeating some of those negative things.