hi madisgram

yes i was sober for a while and the last time i had a drink was the night i posted this. haven't had one since despite craving bad.

i've finally realized the "i'll just have one" doesn't work for me coz then it's "just one more ... just one more ... i can handle it" ... then the next thing i know i've woke up somewhere really unsafe and can't remember a damned thing. not good.

ty for all your support