T? T! T. T. T.

I'm not even anxious right now, or at least I don't think I am. But this persistent oh ****! oh ****! oh ****! feeling I've got going on right now, this really sucks.

I want to talk to you! But you're not there! And now I've devolved into the overuse of exclamation points to try to express myself. And I hate doing that. This has been kind of a **** day. Grrr.

ETA: Ah, ****, who am I kidding? I'm anxious as ****.