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Originally Posted by Permanent Pajamas
You were considering a relationship with someone else and you were excited about it. How is that different except that she kept it secret?
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It shouldn't. Maybe I shouldn't be so sad about this. I'm just scared and I feel alone. I've spent 8 years with her and this hurts. I guess it hurts less this time than the first, but still. I just feel so sad. I guess that is the right feeling. Sad that I finally see her for what she is and not who I wanted her to be. I feel though I have lost something.