(((((((((((Candy, Megan, Fuzzy))))))))))))

Thanks. The kids and I went up today to see a house we would like to get. If we can get moved then I can find a real job (hopefully) and start building new connections rather than clinging tentatively to old ones. Finances will be sticky until the house we are in gets sold. Anybody want to buy a house? I'll be closer to T after we move too, and could probably see her f2f more regularly. In 2 years I've still only seen her 10 times in person. It tends to go better f2f. I have three weeks now until I can see her, because of miscommunication and my schedule with classes and stuff. It's hard to take a whole day for that trip, but nice when I can. I can't tell her how bad it got this week, but I hinted vaguely and think she understood a little. I'll be on tiptoes for a while though with her.

Why would you give up on me? Because I continually give up on myself, and I have no right to expect anybody to give more than I'm willing to put into it myself.