No diagnosis. I'm seeing a private T and don't want it in my medical records (have long history of issues with doctors, long story). I did actually mention it very quietly today and he didn't say if he agreed or not.

I think I'm just afraid he might say: don't be silly. As I am so used to having my experience minimised and denied. Which is how come I ended up with this in the first place.

I think he's actually pretty much told me I have it, as he keeps saying things like: "You have all this torture in your system." Who knows.