i feel trapped right now.
im sitting in my bedroom listening to all the commotion with the dog upstairs
and i just cant get myself to go up there.

i want to get something to eat so badly
but i also dont want a dog sniffing me and jumping on me. ((sigh))

like i said in another post in another section of the forums, i dont want to be a jerk about it and it's not fair to them to not be able to have a dog because of me...guess i'll just be stuck here in my bedroom. not really like they'll notice or care anyway. im surely the least desired person in this house. the dog has found a comfortable home here with them much faster than i did...i still havent found it. at least one of us is getting something good out of it.