I'm not sure what I want to do exactly. I know I don't want to be with her anymore. I talked to her mom and she said I can still rent the house I am staying at. I wouldn't mind staying here if she wasn't. She has no where to go though. Should I just get an apartment and be done with it? I own a home with my brother, but I think he is doing drugs again and I don't want to be around that environment. I'm waiting to talk to my therapist tomorrow. It is sort of a crisis right now and I need to get some sleep.