Dear T,
I feel so insignificant this week. Work sucks. Having been terminated is painful. Being too insignificant to have closure sucks. I am glad I have you. I wish I didn't feel what I am feeling. I wish I didn't know what I know. I wish I knew what I don't know. I wish I was invisible. I wish I wasn't. I am in a lot of pain, and work issues and past termination issues are making a strong cocktail of pain. I hope you have the antedote, because I could sure use one. How could he do this to me? Why, when I trusted him? I am in so much pain.