I knwo a great deal of you on here care..

But some of the things I am writitng in my off line journal are even triggering for me to read over again.. So I knwo they would trigger even some of the best of you on here..
And I would never want to do that to you..
I care way to much for all on this place..

You all have welcomed me on here and treated me like family, and I can not will not do that..

Love to all

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