Oh college.... Its a place full of drama, just like high school. You don't realize it until you get out of it tho. I'm deeply sorry for your loss. If you want to talk to anyone, pm me. I struggle with the same sort of thing in school. I'll be friendly and open (even though I'm really shy) and people will respond for a while, and then end up avoiding me because of my over-friendliness. Its a terrible feeling when someone doesnt like you. I'm sorry that you feel she is avoiding you. If it bothers you too much, ask her in private if she has a problem with you. It would be easy to tell that way. Don't let her drag you along while you wonder whether or not you can call her a friend. It sounds like you've hit quite a rough patch. Hang in there! You'll make it!