I am exhausted today.

Quick update... getting to the doc was difficult because of the hunger and stress but the appointment itself was fine like it always is. I left with Krispy Kreme on the brain but couldn't make it past the hotdog vendor just outside the doc's office (actually I've been having a craving for a vendor hotdog for about a month now and although I was afraid it would not be a good idea on an empty stomach the urge to indulge the craving overrode that). Then I did get a Krispy at the station. And got a stomach ache on the way home . So I felt crappy by the time I got home so to compensate I had some ice cream and chocoalte milk. What a way to pleasure myself and punish myself at the same time! I know better but I just didn't have the strength to resist. I did have a tunafish sandwich before I went to bed.

I'm up late today and I took my meds but I'm going back to bed for a while. I'm still really tired and today I just feel like it is OK to stay in bed and recover. I'm not going to make a point of staying in bed, just going back to bed now and I'll get up whenever I am ready, be that in another two hours or late this evening if that's what my body wants. If I'm up I'll go to my Friday group but I'm not going to push it tonight.

I'll have test results in one week.

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