..and?

I believed this man this friend this person I connected with?

I believed he was way way ahead of me...

he had it all going good!

come out of jail...had the girl...beautiful girl...

recovered

had the world!!

had the heart much bigger than mine...was adorable this man!

perfectly tough and sensitive rough!

perfect !...and now he is gone

he overdosed!

why do all the people I understand and that understand me keep dying??

there has always been so much death around me and I'm the one trying the hardest to achieve it!

why am I left behind...

my real life friends list just got re-arranged...again!

my good mate from Sydney...

Jason....thankyou for everything

I will miss you

...please forgive me for staying alive


while you died mate