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Originally Posted by Patoman04
Sadly other skiiers at my level typically have the money to ski in the summer. They travel to Chile or Alaska during the sumer months and ski that way. I dont have that kind of money and for now, no way of saving up for anything like that. I will be planning several trips during the summer, but it won't take me all summer to plan them. I already struggle as it is with SI. The last thing I need is isolation. I feel like im in a prison right now. Its snowing outside, yet I cannot go skiing.  I can feel it already and I think I'll be skipping school tomorrow on account of I wont be able to control my depression.... |
I should have waited to reply to you, last night I was feeling pretty wiped out when I answered. Now Im only half awake lol.
I think your post illustrates well what causes depression and what the symptoms can be. There are ways to treat the symptoms, and then there are ways to treat the root cause.
It sounds like boredom/narrow focusing is whats causing it for you. Rj had good thoughts on treating the symptoms.
Astridetal suggested finding more hobbies. Thats a good suggestion.
I dont only rock collect in the summer, I have a variety of interests. Is it possible for you to expand out more as Astridetal mentioned?