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I kick up a fuss about change....any kind of change...

I am allergic to change...

I am destructive about how I express this reluctance...

something damaged inside my mind agrees with my emotions exactly all the time I get a feeling!

...and so I hide away after spending most of my time apologising to the 'normal' people...

just a tiny part of me knows you are right....

the guilt I experience when I really cut loose?

say my brain tell my words effect my emotions and be psychotic flirtatious!

a one man army I can still be...

and as hard as it is and as much as I reject the things I know my twisted understanding resents with a passion beyond the living...

...thankyou for allowing me to do what I do

dubblemonkey