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be careful what you pray for, mm. and why would you want to die? there's much to learn living. sadness and beauty. you are young enough to create a new life for yourself.
i am sorry about your friends. more than likely they didn't mean to be DOA. for many it is the price we pay while in addiction. they now have added to a new statistic.
for me, to name a few
RIP -
maryjane(drug overdose), age 40
ed (alcohol poisoning), age 49
sean (Heroin on a street in philsdelphia), age 30
PJ (drug overdose), age 19
gail (wet brain first then alcohol poisoning), age 35 .
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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