No,but the Ativan is helping the very bad anxiety I have. Not being able to go out side, I have started picking at my lips non stop ,on and on. I know I need to come down on Ativan, hence that was why I started in December. I have been on 12mg for about 5 years. I don't want to feel withdrawal symptoms right now. Actually I wish I could have more Ativan. I would take any med that would ease the emotional pain right now. I hate seroquel and was so happy when I got off right before Jason died. Now I am surviving between seroquel/Ativan dose to the next dose. I have been thinking about sending someone out on the street and getting me some drugs illegally, WTF - at this point it doesn't matter.

Mom, Jason ME.