I have no doubt something is wrong with her. But at this point I can't help her and me. I have to take care of myself to be honest. She has major dependency issues and who knows what else. I don't think this releationship will do me any good to continue. For the time being we still have insurance and she can see someone for 60 bucks a session. She has shown no remorse or anything for her actions. I don't think she cares that I am hurting. Maybe it is my fault for opening up to her about my depression and not dealing with it for so long. Regaurdless of fault I need to end things with her. She is going to have to sort her own problems out. I am in a time of need of a spouse and she conpletly left me hanging. I am trying to deal with my depression and being honest and open about it, and she runs off to some fantasy releationship. I deserve better than that. I treated her really good and did the best I could for her. Her mother said I was the best thing that happened to her and she screwed this marriage up. I feel immense sadness and I need to grieve for the loss of my marriage. I don't see any other way.