I am very tired lately I try to look for some light and I can't seem to see it. Everywhere I turn right now is something depressing. My mother with her Alzheimers, my aging father and his challenges and then seeing my attorney who is 80 now and he looks awful, he either doesn't get it or he doesn't remember. Even my husband gets depressed when he goes to see him with me.

I keep finding moldy hay bails when I go out to feed and I am getting low and can't afford to buy more right now. And I managed to shovel enough to get them all out yesterday and now we have yet another storm approaching. More snow?

I am going back to bed, my arms are tired, everything is tired tbh.