I am so depressed, I want my Jason back, I don't understand why he died... I am all alone at home and there is no one to talk to

I feel like going far away but I can't even get in the shower.

This is the time of day Jason and I would do something together. I miss him beyond what words can say .. I loved him so so much

There are so many reminders of him around . His sneakers just waiting for him to put them on. His hoodie that he loved

We would be talking about what he would make for dinner.. He loved to cook

He was a sweet boy It just isn't fair