Hello aqua teenfry1, look in the OCD forums and find the resource icon for OCD, that might be the closest category to what you describe.

You should also check later to see what "welcoming PC members" could suggest.

If you have grown up and gone to school, then you should have encountered the reactions of other people. If you were able to control the acting like a dog behaviours, then you likely did not suffer any social isolation.

If you want this treated, the community mental health or equivalent in your area should asked to help diagnose your condition.